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Can You Hear Me? (Aradia x Reader - Sadstuck)

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Sup bros? C:
Well, I'm sure that many people will NOT read this since Aradia is not super loved. YOU MONSTERS! >8( But my family and few friends read this and really enjoyed it! ^^ So why don't YOU read it to the end? And tell me what you think. C: But if you didn't like, you can add a comment insulting me if you want. Cx

Aradia needs some love from you my dear reader-chan. X3 I love her<3
Any mistakes, Tell me, Thank you, Enjoy~! ^^

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Normal POV:

'Why am I here? I should be home right now! Everything, everything is falling apart! I'm losing everything! Everyone!'

Were (y/n)'s words when (he/she) first has entered the game and had to be a part of Homestuck. That happened few... days ago? Who's counting? (Y/n) has lost counting how many days (he/she) has been stuck in this nightmare. But, I don't think (y/n) would call it exactly a nightmare. Something, or really someone kept (him/her) going.

Through many levels and many steps (y/n) took, (he/she) was suffering. (He/She) learned anger, sadness, happiness and love. And like everybody else, (he/she) learned many other  lessons, but for one lesson, the lesson that scares everybody is the lesson that god will teach it to you one day, and it's death.

But (y/n) never knew that this lesson will be taught to the one who taught (him/her) love.


Reader's POV:

"Aradia?" I said once I reached up the hill Aradia was on. She looked back at me. She never smiled, but I did.

"What are you doing here alone?" I asked coming closer to her and sitting beside her. She shrugged her shoulders. "I just needed to stay alone for a while." And slowly my smile fell, and turned my gaze down to my lap. My thumbs circling around each other.

well, she did came here to stay alone, maybe I should be gone.

"Ah, sorry to bother you then. I'll go." I stood up ready to go, but a hand caught my arm, making my head quickly turn around to see Aradia is holding onto my arm. She added another hand grabbing my arm tighter. "Don't go!" "W-What?" "Stay, please?"

Heart skipped a beat. That what my heart just did as I slowly sat down next to her again,my eyes widen at shock... a good kind of shock. She looked straight ahead, her hands left my arm to be sat on her lap. But I? I kept staring at her face, her face getting a bit red. She closed her eyes and sighed then she slowly let her head rest on my shoulder, nuzzling it for a bit.

I swear my face can't get any redder than now! I'm sure it's burning to match thousands of suns.

You have to calm down, (y/n). Ok? you're a strong (boy/girl). Ok... I said to myself... like if it was going to help.


But I did calm down somehow, shocking, no? I rest my head on the top of hers and relax. Aradia mumbled something I couldn't catch. "Huh? what was that Aradia?"

She buried her face into my neck making me blush even harder. "I'm flushed for you..." She said, but sounded like she didn't want me to hear her. Is she afraid? Or is she not sure about her feelings for me? My heart sank at this thought. But, I don't think I can hold my feelings for her anymore.

"I love you too..."

Aradia's eyes widen and then she lifts her face to look at my face. I smiled softly while Aradia's shocked expression was still on her beautiful face. "Y-You do?!" I nodded still smiling. "Yeah, I've always been." Aradia then did something I thought I might never see, she smiled. Even the smile has turned into a grin. I couldn't help but smile wider and I stroked her cheek while she nuzzled my hand.

She leaned in giving me a small kiss on my lips, that is when I kissed her back.


Normal POV:

*Time skip brought you to a trouble*
(Let me tell you that I hated writing this part XD)

"Equius? Equius do you hear me? Equius?!"

(y/n) shouted through (his/her) phone. Actually, YOU shouted through your phone.


There has been a problem, many trolls and kids had to split apart and finish this damn game. It had been a short time since you and Aradia have confess your love or 'red feelings' to each other, but the game had to do it and split you apart. Right now you had received information that Aradia and Equius are in a big problem. You felt like your heart is hurting you, you'll never forgive yourself if something happens to Aradia.

You had left your group wanting to reach for Aradia and help her. Your group was yelling your name, shouting for you to come back, but you never turned around.

>>Another time skip you want it to bring you to your lover X3

"Holly shit..." You said once you have made it. Pulling out your swords Robots were everywhere, and everything was falling apart....

literally.

"AH! God dammit!" You screamed in surprise when a huge piece of stone almost crushed your bones. You shook your head. "ARADIA?" You yelled out her name in hope she would hear you. But you just walked straight ahead when no response has came out or any words echoed in reply.

As you kept walking trying to avoid robots and the many stones that kept falling from the buildings or hives. This place is REALLY going down... You thought as your gaze trailed around the place.

It felt like hours walking around the place and it felt like for hours someone has been watching you. Although you are very sure none of these robots have seen you.

THUMP

Or have they? You froze at the sudden sound... LOUD sound, and ever-so-slowly you turned around meeting 2 robots. You tighten up your grip on your weapons. "Oh shit. It feels like the movies." You swing your swords trying to hit the robots but they just avoided you attacks easily. You groaned in anger, "Ah, god dammit! this is worse than movies!"

One of the robots comes closer to you and the other walks up behind you. You looked nervously around and tried to do something to save yourself, so you quickly stabbed your first sword into the robot which is in front of you and the other was stabbed into the robot who's behind you. A swift move from you, you have pushed the two robots to the ground and pulled away the swords. "Hmh, that was easy. I felt cool--" A knife passing in front of your face cuts you off, but it didn't hurt you thank god. Slowly you turned your head behind meeting even MORE robots. "Ah! Hey guys! I was just about to- RUN!" you said running for your life.

No matter how far you ran they kept going after you. You on the other hand, made your poor legs run as fast as they can hold up your body. Other words; you are very tired. Soon enough you were surrounded by robots. Step by step you took back afraid 'till you hit the wall. You were surprised to hit the wall due to the fact that you were too busy staying away from the robots, didn't even know it was here. CURSE YOU WAAALLL!!!

You looked up and saw that the wall is also about to fall down and kill you AND the robots. You didn't even find Aradia yet! Is she ok? Where is she? Aradia? "ARADIA!" You haven't realized you were screaming out her name and apologizing to her 'cause you couldn't save her and closed your eyes tightly, You waited your fate, your death. You heard the wall crack and the robots comes closer.

You waited and waited and waited. But the pain never-- OW!!! never mind! it did come. Ow.... Only not as hard as you thought it would be. Are you dead? Should you open your eyes and see? But you're afraid.

You slowly opened your eyes when you have defeated your fear. The first thing you saw is that the wall has fallen on the robots and crushed them all. You were on the ground when you felt a heavy weigh on you, you trailed your gaze down seeing that there is a very familiar looking robot lying on you. "OMG! Get off me!" You yelled, but soon your yelling stopped when the robots has lifted her head from your chest to look at you. Your eyes were widen at shock.

"A-Aradia?"

The robot was Adradia, how did this happen and why? Were the questions that flouted in your head. "(y/n)... W-What are you doing here?" She asked. "I... I heard you were in a trouble and... I came to save you..." She didn't smile but leaned in to you but before she could do anything Equius came panting and sweating madly. "We gotta get out of here, quickly!"

You looked at Equius then back at Aradia who's now standing up. You stood up after her "(y/n)," Aradia said and took a hold of your hand, you looked at her. You didn't smie although you're happy to see her but sad to see her like this. "Hurry!" Equius started. "The place is about to fall down! Come on follow me, I know where to go!" (Why Eq is so hard to write about? 0u0) And you grip was tighten around Aradia's hand when you started running after Equius.


*Time skip brought you to a save place*

You are now sitting on the floor of the place that Equius brought you to, your knees pressed to your chest watching Aradia as she typed away on her 'husktop'. You sighted.

"Her body is unstable, I have tried my best to fix it but I couldn't." Was Equius's voice that you heard. You looked up at him while he sat down next to you. "What do you mean...?" "I mean that and although I have did a good job on creating her robot body- Or at least that what I thought..." He sighted not able to continue his talk. You blinked your eyes waiting for him to go on. "I didn't do a good job like I thought. Aradia died, (y/n). She's a ghost in a robot body that will explode any minute now. I feel horribly guilty..." He rubbed his forehead. "She thought that you may never love her after what she has turned into."

So that's what happened? You said no words, there was no words to explain what are you feeling now, you are losing the only reason you are alive now. You shook your head refusing to face the fact that she's slipping away from you. "N-No! She knows I'll love her no matter what! She knows! SHE KNOWS ME THE MOST!!" You stood up making your hands fists and your eyes filled with tears. "I know." Her voice could be heard behind you when you felt her robot hand on your shoulder. "I know you love me, 'cause you show it to me everyday here in hell. But what is hurting me that... I don't think I'm the best for you," Who said robots has no feelings? Aradia's voice cracked. "You deserve much better than me, I'm sad that, I couldn't be your girl, I couldn't be-" You cut her off with a tight hug.

"You can't go!" "(y/n-" "Don't go, stay, please?" Her eyes widen. "Remember Aradia? I have stayed that day. I have stayed when you asked me to stay!" She hugs you back as tight as you hugged her. "But, I not going anywhere." You pulled away, eyes are a bit red from crying. "I'll always be next to you, and always will be here," She smiled a little sad smile and putted a hand on your heart. "and you'll ALWAYS be hear..." And she putted her other hand on her heart. "I'll even be talking to you, even if you can't see me. I'll ask; Can you hear me? And you will, your answer will be yes. I-I'm so s-sure of it..." She then buried her face into you chest and hugged you. You slowly knelt down on you knees in front of Aradia at her feet as you begged. "Please don't! Don't leave me!" Aradia closed her eyes and sighted, clearly hurt. "Remember (y/n). Can you hear me? You will hear me. Please just save yourself. Go live your lif-"


BOOM. Is all what you heard as you covered your head with your arms and closed your eyes tightly. Aradia didn't even have the chance to continue her talk. To tell you how much she loved you. Sob. You stayed still on the ground where you cried your heart out.

Equius on the other hand was shocked, he couldn't do anything, but tries to comfort his friend (y/n). He knelt to (him/her). "(y/n)... I'm so sorry." Is all what he could do and say. "We h-have to g-go on-on..." you said between sobs. "Huh?" "Sh-she sa-said she'll b-be there, Can y-you he-hear me. Sh-she'll say it... I'll h-hear her..."

Equius sighted and shook his head. There's going to be a long way 'till (he/she) could finish the game.


*Another time skip brought you to the end of the game*

"(Y/N) CLICK IT! CLICK IT! SAVE US! (Y/N)!"

One of your friends cried out for you as he fought the fire flames. Fought for his life.

You? No big deal. You were just standing in front of the 'Finish' button that will end this game and this hell, no worries, you can click it tomorr- OH GOD DAMMIT! CLICK IT NOW!

But you stood still as these words replied their self in your head over and over again. 'Can you hear me? I'm sure you'll hear me, (y/n). But no. You didn't hear her. Through all the levels you passed, you didn't hear her, you didn't feel her nor see her. You stared at the button. Should you click it?

Equius and many other friends of yours has died. What you have to live for anymore? You have made it to the end, but, will you ever be able to live like that.

No.

She said that she'll be here! All you wanted to do is to be with her! She said she'll ask you and you hear it when she says; Can you hear me! You never heard it, not in any level not in any day in your life! FACE IT! FACE THE FACT OF LIFE! IT CAN TAKE WHOEVER IT WANTS! No matter how much you loved that person. Screw you life.

Your teary eyes has finally dropped a tear down your cheek as you kept staring at the button, lost in your memories you couldn't hear your friend calling for you. But you won't anymore, fire already ate him.
You opened your mouth, but no words came out, nothing but a loud scream. Angry scream, sad scream. A scream that only a person with a ripped heart could let out. You felt your knees weakens and you slid down on the floor. "I CAN'T HEAR YOU!"

You stopped screaming in the face of life. That took EVERYTHING away from you.
You have never failed, you stopped and surrender to life. Take this! TAKE IT, LIFE! Take my soul, you already took my heart. You thought as you let fire flams come closer to you.

What you couldn't hear is her screams. "(Y/N)! RUN! PRESS IT! SAVE YOURSELF! CAN YOU HEAR ME? (Y/N) CAN YOU HEAR ME?! CAN YOU HEAR ME?!?!" Aradia screamed. But she wasn't visible to your point of view, you can't hear her either. Maybe you didn't understand her when she said 'I'll always be here,' in your heart. And you'll always hear her, in your head. And she'll always be next to you, as a soul that nobody can see.

But you wanted more. You wanted to BE with her to touch her and feel her. Even if you were going to die.

'Cause you can't now press the finish button. You can't get out of here anymore. You can't breath anymore. But you can be with Aradia again.
Now the class is over, for Aradia and many other people, The lesson that god will teach you it one day has been taught to them, death has been taught to them.
But you... god didn't want to teach you this lesson, yet. You taught death to yourself, 'cause your answer to Aradia's question was no when she asked you...


Can You Hear Me?


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*Sighs* Only a depressed person that only met happiness few times like me can write sad things like this. My heart hurts now, not only for the fact that I have lost people I love. But also for the other fact, that I haven't chosen to make no use of my life. I have been forced. And next, they'll force me to die.
Sup my dear fine bros? ^^ This is a Sadstuck Aradia x Reader. C: I hope you like I worked hard on this one! >w<

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DeusesOlimpo's avatar
Eu amo aradia , nao so amo por ela representa meu signo mais amo des que vi ela pela primeira vez *--*