Karkat x Reader [Dying | Innocence part 2]

Hello!
This is Innocence Karkat x Reader part 2 btw.
Since I wrote that story I thought that I have failed- big time. But many people loved it! And I was really shocked! People even wanted part 2! So here you are people. I hope I didn't fuck up with part 2. ;n; Sorry for keep some of you guys waiting. >':
Tell me about any mistakes, please. Thank you! ^^ Enjoy~!
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~*Weeks later*~

Karkat's POV:

"Wait! Please... I-I just want you to know one thing, before you go... That I am red for you... The deepest shade of red.... I have always been, and always will...."

A red tear rolled down my cheek.

"B-But... I... I already have a boyfriend... a-and you're... my f-friend.. I.." She breaks out in tears and runs away.

I, on the other hand started to sob, red tears covered my face.

"I'm so very flushed for you--"

I turned off the TV.

"WHAT?! W-WHAT THE FUCK?! WHY DIDN'T YOU GO AFTER HER? NOOKSUCKER! AND HE FUCKING LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU'RE STUPID ASSHOLE BOYFRIEND! GAAAH! GOG DAMMIT!"

I am Karkat Vantas, sitting right now on my couch in my hive watching a stupid movie that reminds me of (y/n). It seems like my fucking life story is just another romcom. One romcom between so many other romcoms...

How pathetic I could be? Says you. WELL FUCK UP!

I grabbed some tissues and started to wipe off my tears. Then I leaned back to the couch and crossed my arms over my chest.

It has been 2 weeks, 2 fucking weeks and every time I see fuckass Strider, I fight this urge to kick his sorry ass. (y/n) seems to love him- maybe too fucking much! All what she does is talking about him and how cool he is. Strider this and Strider that. HE FUCKING DID THIS AND HE FUCKING DID SHIT!

I didn't realize what I was doing now, I'm digging my claws in the couch and flames of anger could be seen in my eyes, while Dave's name echoed in my head.

Dave.

D.A.V.E.

Strider.

S.T.R.I.D.E.R.

Dave strider. STRIDER?!

I let out an angry scream. Fuck neighbors, I could care less. I think I have lost it! 'Cause now I'm punching the couch cushion over and over again, wishing that this cushion was Strider. "YOU THINK YOU'RE SO COOL!? SHIT LOOKS BETTER THAN YOU! STUPID FUCKASS!" Just when I finished 'punching' the cushion I let my head fall and my face buried in it as I closed my eyes. I let out a sob, I didn't even know I was crying. 'Fuck Vantas, you're stronger than this, you said you're strong, you said no-one could put you down! STAND UP VANTAS! STAND UP!'



Look around
There's no one but you and me
Right here and now
The way it was meant to be

This song, GAH! It's (y/n)'s favorite, out of a pity I used to sing this stupid song with her. We used to sing it all the time, before fuckass Dave came into her life. And now after thinking...

There's a smile on my face
Knowing that together everything that's in our way
We're better than alright

I miss these old days. But an angelic voice caught my attention, I can recognize her voice between millions of people.  

"Haha, you're way too slow Karkat! You'll never catch me~!" She teased. Her beautiful (h/c) hair bounced behind her while she was running, she took a look back at me at what seemed like every sec. I smiled at her, "Yeah? We'll see about that, (y/n)." She giggled and I ran after her.

Walking between the raindrops
Riding the aftershock beside you
Off into the sunset
Living like there's nothing left to lose
Chasing after gold mines
Crossing the fine lines we knew
Hold on and take a breath
I'll be here every step
Walking between the raindrops with you


I don't know where we are, I don't know how did I come here. All what I know is that (y/n) looked so fucking beautiful running around the field. I don't fucking care. Lemme just go and hold her close since I have the chance..... Even though I think this is fucking stupid.

"Ha!- OH MOTHER OF GOG!" I yelled before I even had the chance to cheer in victory....

I caught her. Yes. I have my arms around her. Fuck yes. BUT I FUCKING RUINED EVERYTHING WHEN WE FELL DOWN! We rolled down on the grass when we fell, 'till we stopped. I got angry for messing things up. But (y/n) Laughed. Oh gog, that laugh made my heart skip a beat. I have noticed about the position we are in right now. My arms wrapped around her waist, with me on the top of her. She just continued laughing making me smile then chuckle. I studied her face lovingly for the millionth time in my life and I leaned in to capture her lips with mine. But before I did that.... (y/n) smiled. And the music was gone.

"Open the door!"

"huh?"

"Open the door Karbro!"

I woke up and took a gasp for air like if I was drowning, my breath got heavy. I'm covered in cold sweat and my eyes are wide open.
Ah shit! I WAS drowning.
That song kept replaying in my head so I shook my head trying to take my mind off it.
I trailed my gaze around, huh, I'm still on the couch, everything is in place, somebody is knocking on the door--

FUCK WHAT? So it was a fucking dream?!

The knocking became harder. "FUCK YOU! I HAVE HEARD YOU THE FIRST TIME!" I stood up, totally pissed off of being interrupted from this dream.

"Karbro, best friend, open up bro!"

I opened the door and welcomed Gamzee that stood in front of me with a fucking stupid lazy grin on his face...

"Karbro! I thought you-"

With a cushion thrown at his face.

"WHAT THE *FUCK* DO YOU WANT?!" But his grin was gone now. Replaced with a SMILE! Fuck. That looks more stupid. "Karbro, I just wanted to tell you that (y/n) is having a little motherfuckin' party with all her motherfucking friends-" "wait wait, who THE FUCK is going to be there?" "Oh, every motherfucker, like you and me and Nepeta and Sollux and Dave-" "WELL FUCK!" I crossed my arms. "Well, Bro he IS her matesprit after all. ALL the motherfucking miracles bro, all miracles are in-"

"JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I sighed and looked away, my angry expression slowly is fading to a sad one and I looked away. "She never told me about this..." "Oh! But bro she didn't tell anybody but me!" Gamzee grins lazily. My head shot around to look at Gamzee. OMG WHY IS HE SO STUPID SOMETIMES!... Sometimes? "HOW THE FUCK YOU KNEW SHE INVITED ME THEN?! GAMZEE YOU ASSHOLE!" Gamzee giggled. "Bro, I know she would, she motherfucking talk to me about you all the time. Miracles bro!" My heart skips a beat and I slowly started to smile, but then it hit me. I'm her best friend, only a friend, I can't be more than this. "Also, I was motherfuckin' bored... Miracles!" He said and I rolled my eyes. "Fine, asshole. Just fuck off. I need a time alone." Gamzee opened his mouth to say something. "Alone." I said, shutting him up before he could speak. He nods and waves bye before he leaves.

I shut slam the door.

And then I threw myself on the couch once again.
Will she call? Did I do something wrong? Is she mad at me? What Have I- my thoughts got interrupted. The phone. It's ringing. Well fuck- Wait, THE PHONE IS RINGING! Rolling of the couch I fell down and tried to reach out for the phone. "WHAT?"

"Karkat!" She giggled.

"(y-(y/n)?"

"Yes! How's my best friend? I miss you so much!"

"I-I... I'm f-fi--f... FUCK. I'M FINE!"

"Aw, Karkat. I'm having a little party tomorrow since it's the weekend, y'know."

"SO WHAT, FUCKASS?"

"Would you like to come?! Come on Karkat! Say YES! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!"

"OH MY GOG! FINE! I'LL COME. JUST FUCK UP!"

"Yaaaaay! Alright see you Karkat! DON'T BE LATE! Bye~!" She giggled one more time before hanging up. I sighs. "Bye... (y/n)" I placed the phone back to it's place and lied there on the ground.

"Tomorrow... I'm gonna be with (y/n)...." I paused for a minute. "Except for Strider that fucker. GAH!" I stood up and ran to my room to have some sleep.

Tomorrow is gonna be a big day.


>>>Time skip brought Karkat to the next day>>>

Getting up was a huge PIAN in the ass. But I managed to do it and get ready for the day. I hopped out from the sopor slime and skipped to the bathroom to take a shower and put clothes on.

I have a long time 'till it's time for (y/n)'s party, So, what should I fuck up time with?

ROMCOMS!

Taking out the DVD, putting it in the DVD player and pressing start. The movie started.

My eyes kept staring blankly at the TV. And watched, wanting time to pass faster. And it did. I forgot everything around me while watching.

After the movie finished, I sniffed watching the film's credits rolling down the TV's screen. Taking a glance to the clock I knew I should get off my ass and leave. And so I did, walking up to the mirror I checked myself out, I got all suited up for (y/n). I hope (y/n) would find me cute or sexy or- WHOA, HOLD IT RIGHT THERE VANTAS. You're just her friend. I have to stop this bulshit...

My smile slowly fell and I just turned around grabbing my jacket and heading outta my hive.

>>>ANOTHER TIME SKIP>>>

I made it, right place at the right time. (Random shop name), is the place that I managed to reach out, here where (y/n) tolled me we should meet. It's strange how I didn't see (y/n) anywhere. All I saw was Gamzee, Nepeta, Sollux and Equius. Where is she?

"Karkitty! Mew look so purr-etty!"

"Thup KK? You look fine today~"

"Ah! Best friend, looking motherfucking great! What took you so long?"

I rolled my eyes. "Keep it fuckass. Where's (y/n)?" Gamzee shrugged his shoulders. "We motherfucking came here but never found her."  "AND YOU'RE SIMPLY FUCKING CALM?!"

Gamzee took a moment then nodded slowly. "WHAT THE FUCK?! MAYBE SHE'S FUCKING HURT OR SOMETHING!" "Calm down bro, she might be motherfucking busy or some shit. Her matesprit didn't make it either. We should wait a motherfucking minute, maybe she'll come." I sighed. "FINE! Fuckass, we'll wait."
I leaned against the wall, the position I made- where I crossed my arms over my chest and looked down to the floor- it probably got these stupid assholes wondering, why would I got so worried all of the sudden? Why am I caring to much about (y/n)? But I got that one fucking answer I'll shove it in their fucking face if they aver asked me, I'm fucking red for her. And they can slam their head to the wall thousands of times till they bleed if they didn't like what I said.
So I waited. And waited.... And waited... And waited...


2 hours, 2 motherfucking hours. I was the only one who kept standing here, everybody else gave up on her coming, she didn't. But I waited, waited till I was the only one standing here. Alone.

I'm worried... very worried.

Taking out my phone, dialing (y/n)'s number, I putted the phone on my ear. "Pick it up (y/n), fuck, just, pick it up..."

"Hello!"

"(Y/N) I-"

"This is (y/n) (l/n), I'm not available now I believe, hehe, leave a massage after the beep! Bye!"

Beeeeep.

Candy red eyes that widen were my eyes. 'Fuck... (y/n)...'


>>>Time skip to a new day at school>>>

"YOU KNOW WHAT NOOKSUCKER?! JUST- GAH! FUCK OFF, HUGE BITCH!"

Nothing serious, just me yelling at Vriska again. Yes, I'm  at school now, looking for (y/n), Gamzee, Sollux, fuck even Dave just to make sure if (y/n) is okay. Ever since the fail plot of (y/n)'s part, I didn't see her face, couldn't find her in her house, and it was useless to ask her mom 'cause she's outside the county on a full time job. And her dad is dead.
I couldn't even find Dave fuckass either! So now I'm fast-walking around looking for her, and trying to get Vriska lost.

"Aaaawwwww, but Vaaantaaaas~ Why are you in such a ruuuuuush~?" She chuckled.

"God just FUCK. OFF!" I spat at her, just wwanting her to leave already. I spotted (y/n)'s locker and quickly walked over it. Maybe she'd come now? Maybe she will. Yeah she'll come, she's ok, she-

"She's not coming, Vantas." Vriska smirked showing off her sharp teeth, her hands were placed on her hips.

"What the fuck you know?" Ok, god dammit, now I'm worried.

"Hehehe," Vriska raised her hand, her evil smirk is still there sending chills down my spine, so I made my hands into fists. She then placed her hand on her heart. "You feel red for her, it beaaaats~" my eyes slightly widen, but my looks tells her I'm getting more angry.

"Her heaaaart is beating, for someooone else," "SHUT UP!" "But now. It might stop. Hurry up Vantaaas, your lover is," "IS WHAT?!"

Se chuckled again. "Dying."

And to the lockers she was pined, her glasses fell off her face as she let out an 'Oofff'. And I was the one who pinned her, holding tighter on the collar of her shirt. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HER?! WHERE IS SHE??!"

Vriska coughed but again tried to laugh and chuckle between coughs. "They didn't tell you. Didn't they, Vantas? of course not, they see no use in you, worthless."

"SPEAK UP!"

"She's DYING Kaaaarkaat, she had a car accident, she's in (Insert name) hospital! On her white bed, between death and life! She's close to death, she's dying! Dying! DYING! Now you understand?"

These red tears fill my eyes, they're burning. But they are not hurting me as much as mu heart does. "SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!"

Vriska smirked to finally see my weak side, she took this chance and pushed me off her, and I fell to the ground on my butt due that my knees weakened at this news. "And she'll die, knowing that she loved Dave Strider, not Karkat Vantas."  

Tears fell from my eyes to cover my cheeks, and I laughed. Covering my face with my hands, and crying the waterfall of tears. '(y/n) is dying, she's slipping away, she's going. SHE CAN'T-' "SHE CAN'T!!!" And I stood up running down the hall leaving behind me a laughing Vriska.

I ran like no-one is in front of me, pushing away whoever and kept running to the hospital (y/n) is in now.
'I'm coming! I'm coming! I'm so sorry I left you,

I rushed through the hospital's door.

I'll never ever leave you alone again! (y/n),

"(y/n) (l/n)!! SHE HAD A CAR ACCIDENT FEW DAYS AGO! WHERE IS SHE? WHERE IS SHE?!"

"Sir calm down, she's on the second floor, in the Intensive care room, but you can't go inside-Sir! SIR!"

The nurse called after me, but I ran to the second floor.

I love you, I love you, I'm so sorry! I love you, (y/n)!'

"I LOVE YOU! PLEASE STAY ALIVE!" I arrived to the second floor. I saw him, it was all his fault. "It's all your fucking fault..."

Dave, raised his head to look at me, his shades has fell off, his eyes are red of crying, tears still streamed down his cheeks. He stat down the floor against the wall, his legs pressed to his chest.

"IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!"

I dashed to his detraction and grabbed his shirt's collar pulling him up. "SHE IS YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE CARE OF HER?! WHY? SHE LOVED YOU FUCKASS!!!" He said nothing but let out a sob... then managed to chock out; "It's all my fault... My fault, I shouldn't have let her, I shouldn't have..."

"Karbro! Please calm down!" Blind by my worseness, angriness and sadness, I didn't realize that Gamzee was here. He pushed us a part. And Dave let out a few more sobs as he rested his head against the wall and closed his eyes.

"W-What are YOU doing here?! WHY YOU NEVER OLD ME?! STUPID ASSHOLE!"

"Bro, bro, I didn't want to worry you! I just-"

"Didn't you think she might need a friend?! Didn't you think I'd go worried sick without hearing anything about her?! DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT I'M FUCKING FLUSHED FOR HER?!"

That shut him up and he looked down. The room was silent. Dave sure did hear that, but he was busy crying, he's not up for another fight.

I felt my eyes burn again and a tear rolled down my gray cheek. I chocked out but covered my mouth to not let anymore noises out. I crosses my arms over my chest, rubbing my clothed arms as I slid down slowly to the floor and against the wall. Now thinking of (y/n).. All of my beautiful memories with her, how she was the only one that knew how to make my heart skip a beat, she, the innocent girl, that sometimes, clueless...I let out a small chuckle between my sobs at this...

I loved her with every part of my body, every beat of my heart, was beating for her, her name, the only name that when I spell out, it feels right.

But now... is she really going? will she survive? Will she die, knowing that the only person who loved her deep scarlet, was only Dave? Is she really...


Dying?

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Finally finished! C:
This suck sorry. -u- And no, I MADE THIS EVEN WORSE! 8D This is not a happy ending, isn't it?
Well, it's not the end. C; Wait for part 3 my dears. Thank you so much for reading, I love you all *Brofist*